Ocean & Life
Love the Ocean
Love your Life
Finally Life is opening up like the Ocean
under the open sky
I'm going to find my freedom
And dreams
Bring them into my Life
Enjoy by the Ocean...
Tuesday, February 28, 2006 @ 12:00:00 AM
sorri but...
somebody jus really make me feel...wtf...
and at this point of time,
shld i be glad tat there r other ppl who realli wan me to be happy and who realli care more than anybody else(i.e. tat somebody) abt me...haiz...
why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?
probably i noe y le...and only when u noe the real reason behind everything....你才放得下
so pls let me noe the reason for good sake!!! but some ppl jus prefer not to reveal anything....
arghh...
but still
cheers peeps =)
Monday, February 27, 2006 @ 11:42:00 PM
the week has jus started...more are coming up...excited but wished i could get serious stuffs done...haiz...i realli hav lost all the self-disciplined tat i hav once built up...
but den again, who cares, you are only young once in your life...
and i jus wan to hav some memoriez tat i can recall back on in yrs to come...at least there were those memoriez....
play hard, study hard!!!
Sunday, February 26, 2006 @ 4:13:00 PM
闷!!!
1:23:00 AM
had so many first time for the nite...
1st time watching choir concert...it did amaze me tho
1st time sitting in Victoria Concert Hall...
1st time eating 月光河粉 =p...
1st time taking the last train home...
1st time taking the last bus home...
not tat i always go home before midnite, but always long after midnite ma...=p
我下辈子可以做个男人吗？
因为女人多愁善感
因为女人过于敏感
因为女人不该有主动的时候
因为女人得不到她要的爱
Saturday, February 25, 2006 @ 5:39:00 PM
已失去自我
深陷在不真实的世界
如果那是场梦
梦终究有一天会醒的
但梦也能成真
梦成真了那会是真实的吗？
Thursday, February 23, 2006 @ 6:53:00 PM
it's saddening to see frenz in not so gd mood or condition...
it may not help but still, things hav to be said to help u out...it's still up to u how u wan to lead ur life on...
geez..tat's all i wan to say =)
*clapclapclap* Amei finally has new album,
check it out
and 主打歌 is playing on this blogsite u r reading =)
Saturday, February 18, 2006 @ 12:37:00 AM
tink i'm working too much tat i feel studies is not my priority anymore...(wierdly, compared to last sem, i work lesser this sem le.......) probably shows how not easy to work in sst nowadays...8/hr is hard to earn, 5/hr is even harder......watever...if ultimately everybody leave, i shall leave too......glad tat there r other ppl to console the most poor thing, cos i'm juz not an angel to do such kind of thing...
got a surprise call, from the guy who mentioned abt offering life of happiness and pleasure (for me...hahz)....i was instructed to advertise tis for him =p...so any gers who wan the life of happiness and pleasure, sit back at home, tell me ya?!?!? =)
ktv...coming tue!!!...i'm waiting...=)
Thursday, February 16, 2006 @ 10:13:00 PM
dun like tis feeling...
有气无力...totally energy-less...
i was more like a zombie, in a daze, the whole day...
i slept more than usual...and i'm goin to slp soon again...
cos i wan to do great things!!!
i wonder hav i disappoint ppl ard me...
cos the usual me, seems to hav gone far away, thus making me wonder...
if i did, i'm sorri...
haiz...sometimes it's realli contradicting...
watever i wan to say, it's only meant for certain ppl, but some other ppl tot it was meant for them...
maybe i shld start blogging explicitly?
i hope i can
SST babes, come back to work fast, it'll be much much better wif u gers ard!!! luckily i'm juz a part-timer. no strings attached =p...人不为己，天诛地灭...
Wednesday, February 15, 2006 @ 12:38:00 AM
V day jus passed.
No feel abt it though.
The day jus passed by as per normal, as usual wif small little episodes of my life...
It's annoying, it's irritating, it's fustrating when,
at one point of time, u feel u hav it all,
the next moment, u feel u lose it all...
i'm juz toking abt feelings, not the physically of hav it all and lose it all...
haiz...nobody will understand...i'm determined, but some other is more determined than me...
It was Vday, it was frenship day as well...so hope all of u had a wonderful, happy day wif whoever u r...
but on tis day, i juz had to say tis
"WTF"
and i guess i'll be saying tis pretty often...=(
I not stupid too...a very good local movie, afterall, can any other country come out wif tis kind of movie, no way...very true...
"天下没有教不会的孩子，只有不会教的父母。"
if only they could see thru tis clearly.....................
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Sunday, February 12, 2006 @ 6:09:00 PM
每个人应该看请一点。
不可能就是不可能。
可能就是可能。
喜欢就是喜欢。
不喜欢就是不喜欢。
何必执著着，固执着呢？
这样的自己才不会为了无谓的事心烦，会活得快乐一点吧。
至少我要开始认清这一点了。
jus watched 'the chinese tall story'...
background music: thumbs up
love story plot: thumbs up
tall story plot: thumbs up
penthouse weekend vodkalicious nite...
music: thumbs up
crowd: there's not even a crowd...
overall: wif the alcohol effect, how can it be not high...
Saturday, February 11, 2006 @ 11:36:00 AM
wondering wat i've been doin...probably trying to drown myself in watever tat will make me can't tink of anything, dun need to tink, and stay blank...den start gearing up again =p
club @ momo last nite...a group of ppl tat i nv gone out wif, at least not to clubbing at all...but it was great having those 2 gers ard and a group of guys with only one that i noe of...
momo's music ok la...crowd, the first sleazy club i encounter, maybe cos i've mostly been to bashes only...but it has been fine wif me...
can u imagine a guy contacting wif 2 gers or more at the same point of time, where they could be his ex-gfs and new-found 'playmate'...wat is this kind of guy made up of? to many, he's simply a jerk, but to those gers, it doesn't seem so...
ya and tis actually was happening to my fren...haiz...
yes i'm goin to club again soon...
Thursday, February 09, 2006 @ 10:43:00 PM
Jus feel like posting some pics...since the new yr is coming to an end soon...
a few shots back @ sitiawan...
bro, cousin, me
2 bitches + my temp hairdo =)
today, had a sumptous dinner as shown below...the left over after 6 people had their share...
the guests tonite at home, warmly welcomed by my mum and dad, and happily gambling ard =) i helped mum to lose some money =p
Wednesday, February 08, 2006 @ 11:39:00 PM
i always feel so much more relief and better talking to her, even though it's jus a few sms-es...it's more than enuff, call tis the ger thing...thx ger for initiating the sms...and i'm glad i can be of some adviser to u =)...altho it's not goin to be easy, i'll still be praying for ur happiness , ger!
jus feel like bloggin abt lil things tat make me smile thru the day.
it's Theresa's bday today, how can i forget to wish her =)
and juz can't help havin the same old feeling abt her as she replied my greetings...the same old her as i knew her 5yrs ago in JJC =)
maybe, some people r destined to come close to you for a period of time and jus hang around for the rest of the time...=)
Tuesday, February 07, 2006 @ 10:40:00 PM
with nothin to lose...
all i need now is juz to BUCK UP...
and yes i wun need ur encouragement...so dun bother to give me one...
Monday, February 06, 2006 @ 12:28:00 AM
如果有一天，你来到了一个十字路口，你会往哪个方向走呢？
选择一，走直。
因为一路走来都有着直路的回忆。继续往直走虽然会孤单，可却能永远保持着不受伤害的心。你可以眺望得到前方，有向前迈进的动力。
选择二，向右。
向右转时，危险似乎很大，要面对不同方向的车辆，要顾及路人。所以需要点勇气来冒险。之中，也或许会受到很大的伤害，而且前方的路不明确。但是最爱的就在那条路上。你会去追寻吗？
选择三，向左。
向左转，算蛮顺畅的。虽然还是有一点点地风险，却能让你一路不用愁。因为这条路上会有有缘人相伴来扶持着你。
it's really hard to make a decision, isn't it? will appreciate if u can contribute ur say =)
Sunday, February 05, 2006 @ 1:03:00 AM
hate it when you guys get to noe wat i'm goin thru but i'll nv get to noe urs...ya call it the unfairness...
i'm starting to grumble more than ever...
*edited* juz to add-on, i dun mean my readers...=p
Saturday, February 04, 2006 @ 6:12:00 PM
有个地方，这辈子会让我又爱又恨。
有许多事，一直都在左右着我。
我只想说，
人言可畏
1:35:00 AM
seems to be a long long time ago i last blogged...
or has there been too many happenings???
only a new yr celebration and a birthday celebration have past, but y i seemed so drained out now...
chinese new yr, as usual, went back to mum's hometown, which i treat it as my hometown too, since tat's where i was born
onli 5-6 days, but it seems like one or two days...did nothin much, except collecting a few angbaos, playing blackjack and "labi"...and lost some money =p...but gained more angbaos on the 2nd day of lunar new yr as my bday angbaos =)
a gd old fren came by to visit, at least got to go down to the newly renovated lumut which i hav not seen in 2 yrs time...
eve of bday: reached back sg @ 9+pm...went for a k session wif another bday ger
bday: busy work + low morale...wonder will sst sg survive...
best part of the day
*mum and dad sang bday song for me and watched me cut cake*
*happy folks gang singing bday song for me*
*4A guys singing 另类 bday song for me* =)
*finally told someone abt everything so tat i wun need to foolishly keep it to myself*
thx to all those who wished me well...wif all ur wishes, yes i'll be very well gd ahead =)
some personal feelings:
i had a memorable bday tis yr...yah it'll definitely be a memorable one......
but i'm struggling inside...i tink
struggling for...watever tat i've always wanted?
i need a direction...i tink i jus need an answer to everything
and tat will probably end the struggle...
就算是傻，就算是笨，都是自己情愿的。
情愿是因为自己的傻，自己的笨。
这是安慰自己的话吗？
